I wanna be a Guitar Hero!!

Casey hooking it up....it was a little diffucult.

Kyle & I rocking out. I won. :-)

Casey & me contemplating our lives as Guitar Heros.
& crazy Brady in the back.

Kyle & Erika.

We held a Guitar Hero night at the apartment. We had SOOO much fun. Can't help but love that game. I'm pretty darn good...not gonna lie. & i beat all the boys. haha. Yessssss.

getting on with life & the FUN times!!!

Some Fun Pics From The Past Month:

so i got the papers back from Will & now will take them down to the courthouse to offically start the process. it did make things a little hard. i still struggle at times letting go of Will & my old life. it's hard moving on from something that was such a BIG part of my life for 2 years & someone i really loved.

however every day it does get easier & easier. i adjust to my new life again. and i'm glad i am still young enough to really start over. things will be different this time around! and it's definitely been easy because of family & friends!

i LOVE my roomies/friends...we have so much fun & i'm glad i made the decision to move in with them. it's been so helpful having them around with this whole ordeal i've been going through. as tough as it's been things are going pretty well & i'm settling back into single life pretty well. i still feel kinda weird & i have NO IDEA what i'm doing. but i know with the great friends i have & my awesome family....things will only continue to get better!!

Family Pics

My little brother Spencer left today for BootCamp for the Army so we took new family pics before he left.

fun & flirty [new hair cut]

NEEDED A CHANGE- SO I CHOPPED OFF THE HAIR!

I Moved!

Hol-la I'm in Orem now! I moved in with my friend Erika. Its fun. I'm a big girl now [haha]. It's another step forward & I am loving it. I feel happy to be moving on with my life. The last 2 months have been rough but it's made me stronger & I'm glad to have such great family & friends.


Welp...till next time.

PS: i promise to get better at this!!

the beginning.

well here's my first blog. kinda weird...but i thought it'd be fun to give it a try.

so life has an interesting way of turning out. i never thought i'd be 21 & getting divorced. if you'd told me that 5 years ago i would not have believed you.

the past few weeks have been some of the hardest i've ever had. i have felt so alone & sad. let's just say an emotional roller-coaster. i'm 21 & already starting over. i wish i could hit rewind to 2 years ago... but i can't. so you learn from your mistakes & do it differently the second time around. i never imagined myself to be in the situation i am currently in. i feel like i am in limbo. not here or there....

however i do have hope & faith that things will get better. sometime you have to hurt & suffer to humble yourself before you can begin to heal. i know i will get there & everything will make sense once again.

it just takes time.