Sunday, May 22, 2011

uh. i know.

It's been a quick minute since I last blogged.

I've been terrible but at least I have an excuse...
PREGNANCY...wow...really does wear you down!

Here's our first ultrasound.
Baby's heartbeat was 143.
Estimated Due Date : October 31st, 2011
Lil Jellybean!

Baby Bump from April...mostly bloat. bahaha.
Heartbeat for baby this month was 163 bpm.

My OB appointment on May 5th I heard the
heartbeat again...a wonderful 157 bpm
AND
we find out
GIRL
or
BOY
on JUNE 2nd!!!!

Baby Bump 17 weeks 4 days.

I'm short and have NO torso...
where this bump is going shall be an
adventure itself!

I feel pretty lucky this far...
I didn't have morning sickness too bad.
My moods are fairly stable, except when I'm hungry...LOOK OUT.

However I'll admit to being "shell shocked" still.
I haven't felt the baby, I don't think, yet.
So my belly is getting bigger but the fact there's a baby..
MY BABY..
growing inside is still intense.

Will keeps looking at me and saying, "hey...we're having a baby.."
I know Will...weird.
I'm scared for sure. We may not be teens, we're married
and have a solid relationship.
We'll be 25 next month and are debt free, so it's not like we can't handle this.
But our first child...
so much responsibility.
I hope I'll be a good mom...cause I want to be the best I can.
Give our child the love and attention is deserves.
I know all the emotions are normal but they're still something to think about.


I mostly CANNOT WAIT for my lil munchkin to be here.
I love him or her already so much.
I am going to try to be better about blogging...for reals.

I bought this perfect onesie..
Will's child has to wear something like this.

To end this I will say I'm pretty stoked for
June 2nd...
I don't care if it's a Boy or a Girl...
But I do think it's a Boy.
:-)