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Saturday, December 15, 2007

the beginning.

well here's my first blog. kinda weird...but i thought it'd be fun to give it a try.

so life has an interesting way of turning out. i never thought i'd be 21 & getting divorced. if you'd told me that 5 years ago i would not have believed you.

the past few weeks have been some of the hardest i've ever had. i have felt so alone & sad. let's just say an emotional roller-coaster. i'm 21 & already starting over. i wish i could hit rewind to 2 years ago... but i can't. so you learn from your mistakes & do it differently the second time around. i never imagined myself to be in the situation i am currently in. i feel like i am in limbo. not here or there....

however i do have hope & faith that things will get better. sometime you have to hurt & suffer to humble yourself before you can begin to heal. i know i will get there & everything will make sense once again.

it just takes time.